Black and White

I feel sick and wasted on day time, which plenty of activities can be done but I’m still suffocating here. I wish to go out to have a breather and get away from this negative atmosphere. I find myself at the back lane again, where I used to be and who I called it mundane.

I look through outside the window, busy people and cars on the streets. While I’m stuck in here and turn out to be a motherfucking geek. I’m completely fading; I don’t wanna live this life. It might be as easy as you think, but I just realized I have already long gone from smile and laughter. I guess it will remain as bitter as it was; I’m just that god damn phony.