Assclown.

I’ve becoming a dead soul
I couldn’t find my true self
wondering how did I fall into this deep hole
where it’s dark and cruel

the light’s way to far
despair has killed my desperation
to climb up from this barrier
and I have lost my intention

I got choked by this melancholy
that’s why I think I’ve lost my voice
I’ve just defeated by the authority
hopelessly I couldn’t fight back the noise

these evils here have totally fulfilled their joy
their laughter have only made me a lonely void
I’ve been treating like a toy
in this jail of paranoid