Cancer

I've always wanted to write something entitled "Cancer" .It has meanings and then i finally writen this crap down here wonder if you guys would understand it.
anyway, it's just one of my work of art. Ghostwriter.

At the middle of the night,
he couldn't sleep,
he dreamed then he thought of something,
something that doesn't light up his life,
probably it troubles his soul.

Another day he woke up,
he tried to re-invent himself,
did something that unusual,
he called himself a weirdo,
and spontaneously people judged him differently.

The next afternoon he painted the wall,
he got what on his mind, inspiration
he spelled through the cans and paints,
but at the end of the work,
the process didn't help perhaps it let him fall.

Good morning he said when it was 3,
He didn't want to sleep, he wanted to write
anything he left away put him awake and
he listened to all the positive tones,
so the rest could stop mourning.

With all the dead cells on his body,
he knew he will not live long,
but day after day he spoiled himself,
reasons to find the truth of life,
he rather got cancer to get the answer.